This few days, i felt really moody. Nth can just peace my mind, There are many thoughts going around. I know it shouldn't be that complicated but to me it seems complicated. I just can't make up my mind.

I'm afraid.

Afraid that the decision i make, will leads to regret which i do not want it to happen. I've always hope for a happy ending. However, things does not goes on so easily.

I knew it along.

Knowing that i have to be strong to overcome it, which i've always told myself that.

I'm willing to sacrify.

Sacrifying my love, my future, everything.

BUT...

in the end,

I'm still so afraid to lose out.

Labels: Pain

Talking about the old days, i was lookin through some photos and i found my rather young photos. LOL. & i would like to share it. =)

Labels: innocent me

I'm on leave today! bcuz the CEO is coming to town. haha okie. Is visiting the Office. so i was told to "hide" away from him. Reason begin, the company are supposedly not to hire temp staff if things can be done by Full time staff. So why waste the cost. Therefore to avoid circumstances when CEO questioned them about temp staff, i'll have to "siam" for a day. lols.

Went to school in the afternoon to get my Graduation Attire. Was reminiscing while on the way there. The good old days where classmates used to wait for each other at the MRT station b4 lesson starts, wearing the T-shirt and Short shorts to sch cuz of the scorching hot sunny day & indulging in gossips and laughter while walking along the covered walkway.
Upon reaching the fountain area, there were changes. Found Gloria Jeans Coffee actually opens in our sch. WOW. There were many foreign faces which i do not know of. Haiz, i realised i'm getting old. =( however, in a positive way...... i'm more mature. Unlike those childish act which i encountered today with the group of juniors. hahaha. =P

Okie enough of past.

I tried on the grad attire immediately when i'm home. want to see???





I do look much taller in it ya. hahaa =)

Labels: i miss NYP

Well well, i don't really know where i should start. Have been missing out alot lately. hahas
But if u're my friends, u will know what i've been up to. Or u can check my Facebook for updates. http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=123498&id=599710699&saved#/profile.php?id=599710699&ref=profile

Lets see... I might just flood this entry with MASS PHOTOS! LOL & u shall guess where these photos are taken in. *As for prizes, uhmm... you will know after u seen all the photos. =P

Labels: slacking

My blog is getting boring. What happened??? well well, is all due to my laziness to post. =( *can only blame myself.*

Nevertheless, i made an effort to change my blogskin again. hahaha =P

Will update soon... i suppose so. =X

Labels: yadah yadah

I'm bored! & this last week of attachment thoughts keeps lingering in my mind and makes me hard to concentrate at work now. Therefore, the advantages of technology keeps me accompany, help me kills time and boredom. hahas. I love the IT! lols.

I've just started playing Pets Society. hahas. according to denise, i'm slow. =P Well, not slow la. i knew about this application long ago. just that i thought is was some childish pets game. =X
BUT, ppl who played it were hooked by it. Did i mention i was too. hehe*
I'm still a newbie to it. Heard from Denise, in order to earn MORE money, need to hack the application which I've yet to find out how. Anyone who can help?

Next on my bore-ness list is.......... hahas. I've always believe in those horoscope, zodiac sign thingies. well, as least not 100% true but 50 50 la. Came across this numerlogy prediction.

It says my lucky number is 9

Your Lucky Days: Mondays, Tuesdays and Fridays.

Your Gemstones: Topaz, pearl, ruby, blood stone and garnet

This number is governed by the Planet Mars, which means that you are aggressive, courageous, dashing and quick. You are naturally attracted to people born between July 21 and August 20 and between November 21 and December 20. You also have an affinity for those governed by the numbers 3, 6 and 9. You are very lucky as far as career and financial status is concerned and will earn more than the average person. However, as you have a habit of spending extravagantly, care should be taken to ensure that it does not become a case of easy come-easy go. (This is so true.)
Born on the 9th of the MonthYou are considered a fighter. You are aggressive and don't stop until you reach your goal. You have a fiery temperament and a dashing personality. You are full of vigour and vitality. You are brave and do not flinch from confrontation or conflict. You are exceedingly devoted to your friends and will go to any lengths to help them. You always sympathise with the underdog. Though you act in good faith, the lack of tact and delicacy in your manner often causes you to be misunderstood. (quite true as well) You will need to be more discrete, especially when dealing with friends and relatives.

That sums up the whole morning boredom. hahas. Later i will knock off from work early. Need to rush to...............ShhShhhhhhh.... i'm not telling you. hahas =P

Labels: i'm thinking of you

Was pretty slack throughout this 8weeks of attachment. Projects assigned to me was on & off, as long i've completed, i'll go on doing the next one automatically. However now that CNY is nearing, suppose to be relax weeks but... my workload piled up. It came in on wednesday during a meeting. I was asked to complete three projects by next wednesday because they need to use it present it on the meeting. -.-
It was so rushing for me. A sudden stress came upon me and i felt so fustrated at work ytd. I've been rushing to get my project done. But one of the colleague, keep askin me how to use the software. Can;'t he just firgure it out himself first b4 askin me. I'm also new to this software, i dun know much either but i still figured it out myself b4 askin anyone. So y don't u stop pestering me with ur questions! Moreover, u're an OLD UNCLE who should know better than me.
Back to work. no matter what, I still have my deadline. Talking about this, i think i've got to reconsider working here as their staff which they had ask me to stay. due to my good working attitude & performance. =P

Once again i'm destressing myself with snacks! hahaha. can't help it. =x

This week is really an hectic week for me. I've not had a chance to catch a breathe. Other than work, i still hav my Tzu Chi organisation event to help out in. Have not been getting enough slps.
yawns............... Already half dead. AND u know what! i'm goin for my company Vertical Marathon today. Didn't train for it. Not prepared at all. Hopefully i wun faint halfway. *crossing my finger*

Alright. got to race with time!

Labels: CNY here i come